It is one of those days when I keep wondering , "What's the purpose of my life? Why am I even here? Am I doing anything that would be of any value to anyone? How do we measure this? How can we possibly say that, we are worth of something?"
As these thoughts keep occupying my head, I put on my headphones & start listening to my favorite songs.
Just a few minutes into the songs, I am wandering in a different train of thoughts.
As I'm humming Sia's song 'chandelier' in my head, these two lines are stuck in my head :
' I'm gonna live like tomorrow doesn't exist......Like it doesn't exist..'
I'm humming the song lyrics to myself and a thought crosses my mind, "what would I do If there was no tomorrow? Would I hurry up and try to finish everything on my hand???? or I would just relax a little as life has been pretty much messed up lately????
I am often bored of routine. But when I have a day off from my routine, I miss my work. How & why that happens is still a question. May be my mind is used to doing work all d time & thus it doesn't want me to take a break from work.I can't even have a peaceful sleep, If I don't have any work to do.
I know I have to relax a little in between work & studies, but somehow I cannot.
Sitting idle is a curse I guess.Because then you just get used to it.
We have to keep moving forward no matter what. But then again there are a few days when you are so much tensed about life that, you just need to sleep over it.
Having said this, I think music is the answer to our life struggles. Music definitely is like a form of meditation for our soul. We can get back to the rhythm of life, through the music & sometimes even so with the lyrics. How important are these for one another. Music to the lyrics & lyrics to the music.Like, both of these give a meaning to each other & to us. :)
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